Sunday, August 13, 2006
[Worried abt the future...or rather our future..]
[Worried....abt alot of things....]Heyz....to u ppl....Ya, it's been quite some time since i last blog? yes? Anyway, i have alot of photos to upload....but i am kind of lazy to do it rite now....For starters, i need to upload my birthday photos....it was a great day....even tho dear dropped me a bomb(i shall not talk abt it), but it was beautiful as he gave me a bouquet of flowers and a pretty bag. Well, i love the flowers. it is quite huge, even tho dear said he wud have given me a bigger one if he didnt buy the bag....Well, as u ppl noe, i love white lilies with baby breaths and lavender. These are my fav. Not the traditional roses...so i was touched he bought white lilies for me. Even tho it's minus baby breaths and lavender....but still, it's white lilies! haha....Oh well, besides that, he brought me out to eat. Eh...out of the pan, at raffles city. The food wasnt very nice. But cos dear brought me there...i cant say not nice as i m afraid it might look like i dun appreciate his effort. But....cute and blunt him, started saying the crepe sux....even the village's crepe is better..... Wellz...despite that, i still appreciate his effort. I noe he spent alot that day. Looking at how big the bouquet of flowers are...i can roughly tell....so dear, if u are reading this, thank you for everything u have done on that day. i reli appreciate it. Maybe that is why i am afraid. Cos....alot of things happened....or is going to happen...for starters, both he and me, we are going to be very very busy. His sch term is starting....and so is mine....n mind u, both of us are working and studying at the same time. For him, studying is full time, work(tuition) is part time. For me, work is full time, sch is part time. So....we have lesser time to spend together. i hope he is over his past. ya. cos i m worried abt his tuition. But.... like the saying goes, if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. If he is mine, no matter what happens, he will still be mine...So ya. i am worried abt our future. Anyway, besides this, i am oso worried abt my job. Seriously, i tink my sup will sack me, or she has a bad impression of me. she might tink i m purposely one. Cos, i just took a 2 days mc on thurs n fri. i was reli sick...with flu n throat n fever. But still, i believe she wonders why i m always sick n regrets to hire n can u imagine, confirm me. Ya, n i wish so much to tell her, that i did not take her forgranted. Serious. i m touched by her kindness n gentleness n her looking past my flaws to decide to confirm me. i m not like, purposely take advantage of her by always take mc. But judging by the amt of mc i took, i wonder if she believes i m sick.Cos even i myself cant believe why i am always sick. Serious. Even when i was studying, oso not so easily sick lor! Ugh. Is it i m not suited for this line? This is what i am thinking abt cos of my ex boss. Haiz. So worried abt work. Well, reli miss seeing some of my friends...even sean. haha. Well, talking abt him, he called me a few days back. That fella ah, no longer playing com games to kill time. ask me to borrow vcd. Can u imagine? VCD? he muz be real bored! watever happen to the ah beng u tel me? now he sounds like an auntie who kill time by watching soap operas n drama serials. Talk abt boring.Hmm...wat else....oh ya. yest. talking abt it makes my blood boil. Went to watch fire works. like wat dear said, it's the last time i am going to watch it. Bloody pointless lor. Tho the fireworks are nice, do u noe the amt of ppl watching it? Damn many lor. we wanted to wait for the crowd to disperse then go home, cos dun wan to squeeze on train. Then u noe wat? From abt nine thirty, me and the gang were sitting at tis cafe at citylink. Then, we played uno to kill time. from nine thirty, all the way to eleven thirty, the amt of ppl walking thru the passageway to mrt, is the SAME! can u imagine??? So many ppl lor! and for 2 bloody hrs, still so many ppl. Then comes the worse part. fion wanted to go off first cos eleven plus quite late le. Then, kevin sent her home, which is of cos de la. So they had to squeeze with the crowd. Then, the rest of us oso decided to go off cos late le, very tired le. since we dun wan to squeeze with ppl on train, we decided to share cab.Tell u, it's a bloody bad move. this is the first time i actuali wanted to kill the cabbies and the passengers waiting for cabs. Ok. We waited for abt one hr for the cab k? Due to 2 stupid reasons, not cos there are sooo many ppl in front of us. First, there was this stupid (i even want to scold more vulgar words lor!) grp of friends in front of me. There were abt 4 of them. Juz lik there were 4 of us. But unlike us, whereby we share the cab, they each took a cab. mind u, 4 of them, like us, 2 couples lor. and why the hell are they taking cab alone? couples? alone??? whatever happen to guy muz send girl home cos late oredi that kind of thing? u tell me ah. For once ah, i actuali join in the cursing with dear. Serious. i dun even care when the last guy who sent his gf off, heard it. i mean. 4 of them, like wat dear has hilariously put it, dun tell me they each live in north(toa payoh), south(marina), west(jurong) and east(pasir ris)? Honestly, there are so many ppl waiting for cabs, they rather wait longer, pay the midnight charge, than share cab so that one cab can send them to all their destination?Well, one might say maybe if they share cab, it's not on the way, so very ex. But i tell u, unless they reli so qiao stay north, south, east, west, it's not more ex lor! Comparing to the midnight charge n everything! Honestly, these ppl, can be soooo kiam.Secondly, why we took so long is that the cabs, all seem to disappear before the midnight charge. Seriously, during eleven something, there werent much cabs. Then, at twelve, there were more! n the most irritating thing is, there is one cabbie, who drove in, but did not take any passenger, cos his cab put, "busy". not on call ok, it's "busy".Ya, he is "busy" all rite, he alighted from his cab, parked his cab at the stand there, and went for a smoke! he is obviously waiting for the midnight charge to come! Ugh!!! Winz le. Sianz lor. in the end, we of cos, managed to get a cab, n kena the midnight charge, n u noe wat? kevin reached home while we were on cab. Seriously, suddenly squeezing with ppl sounds more attractive. ya, so talking abt fireworks, i took some pics too. quite gd ah. luckily i carry my camera wherever i go. unluckily, it was kind of laggy cos, i did not upload my prev photos....like my birthday ones n my work ones....Well, shall upload them soon......keep a lookout for it, heh...
Joyce Kho Ming Zhen ♥
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