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Monday, September 11, 2006
[Unfaithfulness....is it a crime?]

[Unfaithfulness...is it a crime?]

Yoz....to u ppl out there....

U might be wondering why i am blogging abt unfaithfulness now? Well...let's juz say, i m listening to Rihanna's "Unfaithful'' for too long...haha.

Add on to it, the issue abt the ex...gosh. Seriously, it's in the past...n rem i mentioned abt something unhappy a wk ago? ya....this is it....but i duno who i m more angry with, seriously, not oni abt his lying, but oso that ex's bf ah, totally talking like dear is so crazy over her like that, totally forgetting my existence.

Talk till like dear is still wanting to catch glimpses of her. Duno whether she is the one who mislead her precious boy to tink that way. Whatever the case, whatever the guilt i felt reli diminish significantly when i saw that she didnt explain that dear is oso not interested....

Unless dear gave the impression he is still ga-ga la...

But seriously, wat makes him tink she is so desirable to him? That is a qns not oni to ponder abt, but makes me angry cos he reli forget there is a ME involved whereby dear wun leave me for her.....

Talking abt this makes me mad....

well, i have taken a liking to Rihanna, n her new songs, esp "unfaithful", which goes like this,

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company

Hes more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true

and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer

I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well

cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer

His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer (a murderer)

No no no no Yeah yeah yeah

So this is the whole song...it's nice. not that it entirely reli reflects my r/s...but.... i still like it. Cos it shows the dilemma of not oni the party that is hurt, but the party that is inflicting the hurt...

Oh well....Anyway, after re-reading his blog, i m very unhappy. Ugh.

So that leaves me the question to u guys....is unfaithfulness a crime? And does it oni hurt the party who was being cheated on? Or actuali the party doing the cheating feel hurt too? Ponder, ponder.

But seriously, i am someone who is intolerant of someone cheating on me. Unless u have a gd reason. i mean, i m being realistic. u cant juz condemn a person who cheated without knowing why the person cheat. For all u noe, it might be for a gd reason. Still, i cant condone it...n there are different levels of cheating, if u ask me.

For example, is it the full scale kind? Meaning...the-person-actuali-slept-with-someone-else kind. This one, i tell u, no matter whatever the gd reason is, i cannot condone. Meaning, if anyone of u actuali watched the horrible 3rd sequel to "my fair princess", otherwise known as "huan zhu ge ge" in chinese, u will noe wat i mean.

Not tat i will ask my future husband to slp with someone else....well, so hw abt u guys huh?

Well, sianz, tmr gotta go teach K2....reli, i dun have the patience for them sometimes. Not all of them. Juz some naughty mischevious ones that i needed to shout at.

Ash, i miss u! Pls come back. Serious. i m not gd at teaching them. Sometimes, i wonder whether ash felt that way. But she never said anything. i wonder how i m ever going to teach pri sch kids.

Spent some time with lina, my colleague, juz now. Gd to chat with her... reli need that cos i rarely got the chance to chat with ppl my age...n she is a nice company.

Thats all for now...

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