The Lady Joyce Kho Ming Zhen
A LeO
BoRn On 4th AuGuSt 1985
Early Childhood Educator
Cant live without my loved ones
A kid at heart
She is worth: PRICELESS

♥Loves & N Hates Loves:
♥Purple*AuTuMn*Wiccan*
♥Magic*Glitters&Blings*
♥Stars*Astronomy*Astrology*
♥Snowflake*Maple Leaf*
♥White Lilies*lavender*
♥baby breaths (the flower)*
♥fairytales/princess*crowns*
♥rings*earrings*
♥peppermint green tea*
♥Salmon sakshimis*cream pastas*
♥surprises*romance*
♥hugs*smilez*fun*
♥sprinkles*crystals*girl power*
♥goth*vampires*
♥read*eat*sleep*
♥movies*psp games*iPhone*
♥Pirates of the Caribbean*
♥Edward Scissorhands*
♥Transformers*X-Men*
♥LOTR*Harry Potter*
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♥Angelina Jolie*
♥Kristen Kreuk*
♥Michael Jackson*
♥Britney Spears*
♥Nicole Scherzinger*
♥Formula One races*Ferrari*
♥quotes*stories*
♥Boots*Bags*Baby-G watches*
♥Perfumes:*CK Eternity
moment*Clinique Happy
Heart*Elizabeth Arden Pretty*
♥Galaxies*Universe*
♥Winter*tattoos*hennas*
♥Beach*Ocean*

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N Hypocrites*Backstabbers*
N*two-headed snakes*Snobs*
NPpl who thinks they are gd-looking and so they are superior*
NPpl who act cute*
N Gossipers*Busybodies*
NWhiners/Annoyers*Irritants*
N betrayers*two timers*
N bootlickers*paedophiles*
Ndisappointments*
NRapists*Molesters*
NHer temper*Her emo*
NHer insecurities*

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♥Hui
♥Yu Pei
♥MeL
♥SaRah
♥LiNa
♥FiOn

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Saturday, October 07, 2006
Chg my skin..Again!

Hey peepz...

Ya, i chg my skin....again....i was feeling sianz of my prev nonsense skin la...i mean, i am not sick of it, cos its nice n all, but reli bored of it...

But this time, the title shows...so u can see from my prev entries, there are two titles instead of one. One out of the two is typed written by me cos all my prev skins dun show the title column given by blogger...

Oh wellz, i like this new skin...i guess its cos the backgrd is dark...so how, do u ppl like it?

I was supposed to be doing my assignment/journals actuali....but i am feeling kind of down rite now...with....haiz, who else? Him la...

By rite i was feeling happy earlier on, what with meeting lina for dinner at Sakae, and i collected my specs....which i totally love, cos its reli nice looking, n it made me looked less auntie than my prev specs....

Anyway, i finally ate my fav....*slurp* salmon sashimi!! Below are some pics of me n lina...enjoying our meal...

Me! With my new specs...if u tink i look auntie in this, u shd see me in my older specs...haha.


And pretty and cute Lina....makes me want eat sushi again....

By rite, there were more photos...no, this time not cos i am lazy to upload the rest, but the rest are with Lina..hehe.

So this is the brighter part of my day....

Abt why i am upset...well, shd be cos of my insecurities....tho it's nice of him to tell me the truth.....and it's definitely better than he hide it from me, but, by continuing to teach her sister tuition, it's reli not making me feel very secure and very much better....

And it doesnt reli help that he is like, not wanting to meet me, unlike the usual him, juz cos he is doing something with andre. U see? i tink i am getting more and more paranoid, thanks to him.

Ugh!!

Oh wellz...as much as i wish to scream at him, i noe that it's not only not going to work, but will not make things work, and worse part is, he wun listen to what i am saying and wud in fact, feel i am juz being childish and creating, as Gene calls it, drama. Which will all equate to: Me feeling miserable, n him juz annoyed n hurt.

So why bother? Sometimes, i reli feel, a long term relationship requires alot of hard work. Reli alot. Alot of sacrifices too. Like, compromising ur own needs so as to make a relationship work. Like giving in. Like tolerating.

N i am no gd at all that. Cos i used to believe in a fairytale world of finding the rite guy, in which one need not work on it. The guy will juz treat his gal like a princess. It's quite harsh when i found out that in reality, that rarely exist. Unless perhaps u find the perfect goody kind of guy.

Then, there will be the problem of the guy being soooo goody n nice, that there is no chemistry. Ugh!!

What the hell is wrong with ME???
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