Thursday, March 29, 2007
Procrastination kills...
[A lazy and crazy entry]
I am feeling soooo lazy nowadays that I kept procrastinating. Not that I am a stranger to Mr. Procrastination.
I mean, seriously, I don't know how hardworking people do it. As in, do their assignments and work stuff way beforehand.
I can't. Somehow, if I try to do my work early, I will do it very very slowly. AND my ideas will be soooo stuck in my brain, that nothing good really comes out. Or at least nothing constructive.
Now, this might sound like some excuse, but it's true. I did try to do things beforehand.
Somehow, my brain is programmed in such a way that when I do things beforehand, NO ideas will come out. Or at least no GOOD ideas. Somehow, to me, the ideas will all be deemed as lousy. Maybe I am too much of a perfectionist that when I do stuff early, every idea I have, will be deemed as lousy.
Anywayz, I have already handed in my assignment for my last module. Oh wait, I did not mention before that I actually had an assignment to hand in on 26th March, which had of course, passed. OH wellz, it really had been some time since I last blogged, haven't it?
Since the last time I blogged, I had been caught up with work and study.
So now, since I am not having classes for this week, I am really lazing around.
Seriously, I am so lazy, that I even have time to find myself another idol. Well, he is, of course, tall, handsome, and manly. Not only that, he is very gentle, sensitive, protective and sweet too.
Well, at least in the show he acted in, he is. After all, Jiro(of Fahrenheit) said he has tian shi ban de lian kong, mo gui ban de sheng cai (translation: angelic face, demonic figure), which is a surprising contrast! Which I totally agree, cos' like Jiro, I felt he is a surprise to me when I saw his figure in Hana Kimi, cos' I thought he will be some skinny fella...so NOT true!!
You guys maybe wondering who I am talking about. He is the main actor from Hana Kimi, and he acted alongside Ella Chen. His name is Wu Zun, or Chun. (Well, you can see his blog through my links.)
Seriously, I never thought I will still like boybands or actors from boy bands. I mean, I enjoy looking at handsome actors la, seriously, I am not dead you know, which girl in their right state of mind doesn't like looking at handsome guys??
But you know, this time is like I am crazier than ever, cos' I even go to find his blog, and like the boyband he is in. And if you ask me why, I mean, besides his looks, I seriously cannot tell you exactly why. Perhaps it's his character in Hana Kimi, maybe it is cos' of his talent in acting or singing. But whatever it is, I started liking Fahrenheit because of him.
I consider this as a joke played on me or something. Cos' you know why??? Firstly, I always thought I am so over the F4 era. I mean, the only boyband that I still like is Backstreet Boys. Secondly, I felt that the boybands from chinese scenes are gimmicks for companies to earn money cos' pretty boy bands are such a good way to earn money as there will always be crazy girls to go after them.
And after I was over my teens and F4 (last time during my era I used to like them for awhile, cos' of the show Meteor Garden, which I watched the original animation before and I like it), I consider girls who went after boybands are simply CRAZY. I mean, it's one thing to ogle and admire la, it's another thing to really chase after the boybands!
So imagine my own horror and the insult to my own ego when I realize I like Fahrenheit. Yeah, it's because of Chun, but nonetheless, still a boyband. And I even have the insulting impulse to do the crazy things that female fans always do, which is to chase after them!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I mean, I am ga-ga over handsome actors before, but they are not in any boybands! Look at Johnny Depp, Kim Jeong Hoon and Mike He. THEY are definitely not in any boybands! AND Johnny Depp is really a very talented Oscar material actor!!
My bruised ego!!!!
Hence, I decided that a few reasons are available to explain my behaviour. Either (1) I am too free due to my procrastination and it is killing my brain cells, or (2) Chun's attractiveness is sooooo hard to resist, or (3)I'm getting crazier than before.
Hmm.........probably it's all three reasons.
PROCRASTINATION KILLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It turns sane people into insane nutheads! At least, I think it killed my practical brain cells. Not that I have a lot of them in the first place. Just what's left of it was killed. So now, I am gaga over Fahrenheit. Or at least Chun. Not that it's really bad, just very shocking to realize that.
Back to the topic on procrastination. Yeah, I have tons of work to do, and I am not doing it. So lazy that I did not even want to change my blogskin! I mean, last time I used to change like, once a fortnight at least??
Now, I am not changing cos' I AM LAZY. To give some credit to myself, I am still very much in love with my current skin.
STILL, I am lazy.
OH wellz. I can't believe I just blogged so much crap. I must be missing my kwappy gang - The Shawl Gals!!! (Ah meow!!!! I miss you!!!) Ah! I just thought of another reason for my craziness! It's also probably because it's been a long time since I last crap!! Come think of it, I haven't been socializing much!!!!
I am SOCIALLY DEPRIVED!!
(Yes Meow, socially deprived, not sexually. Hmm...)
Well, let's end this lazy and crazy entry with something that will raise your fahrenheit (Not degree celsius, cos' ever since I started liking Fahrenheit, I like to measure temperatures using fahrenheit. Yeah, I'm nuts.)
A photo of Chun!!!
Ok la, three photos la, not one.... I must be really crazy that I forgot my math...But he is really cute right??? Since I already put up three photos, one more surely won't hurt rrright???
This one is really cute, I guarantee you that.
Muahaha! Cute right??? I am NUTS.
Look at my obsession with Chun, and you will see that I am not only LAZY, but CRAZY as well!!!
Joyce Kho Ming Zhen ♥
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