Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Busy wks....
[Stress overwhelms me]
It's been quite some time since I last blogged....So much things have happened...Went to KL and Tioman...
KL was not very fun, though I made a new friend, whom I would never have been closed to, if not for dear. Really, even though it's a very bad experience with him cos' we quarreled, not over
her lah, I will tell more about what
she did to piss me off. But over another person, who is now, surprisingly, one of my good friend. I remembered telling Fion we (the new gd friend I have made during the KL trip and me) will never be good friends, which will be if me and him never quarrel.
Well, whatever. It is better to have one more friend than an enemy.
Tioman was quite good. We enjoyed each other's company, teasing, joking, talking and strolling. We laughed and had some really candid shots, and the scenery is not bad(will upload when I get the photos from him). I suffered minor sun burn....so minor that it's not only not red or peeling, but it is only on a tiny spot on two sides of my shoulders....Think dear wasnt as lucky...he's got some minor burns behind his back.
Well, who asked me not to bring sunblock...cos' you see I have never suffered a burnt before in Singapore no matter how hot it was, even during my St. John days where we have to march and stand in the sun for long hrs in the stupid uniform that doesn't absorb sweat. YES, I don't apply any sunblock when I go beach as well nor anywhere outdoors in Singapore. So sunblock is an alien object for me....
Too ya-ya la, should not be so "smart-aleck" next time....Shall invest in one if I ever go to the beach in Tioman or hopefully, Redang.
Yup...so on the whole trip is fun...Tioman is a very very good place to relax. Cos' it feels so stress free, I don't feel like coming back here....everything is at such a slow pace, and we stayed at Salang, where everything feels like the old Kampong days....minus snakes and stuff....resort is facing the beach, even though we didnt stay in the one with sea view, but it's like 2 mins walk away from the beach so it doesnt matter.
But good things do not last....as I came back here to face the reality, there are some problems at home....
And work wise, I have too much work on my hand....assignments, Kids-In-Charge event, Parents-teachers conference, Open House, PEPS programme.
Kids-In-Charge aka. KIC itself is so stressful. Lots of things await me to do. Making of puppet theatre, puppets, scripts, lots of scribing and documentation....UGH!!!
I really have no confidence to finish it all. And do a good job. So much stress that it really overwhelmed me and smacked me right in the face. *PIAK*
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On the other hand, about
her that piss me off....
He finally stop giving
her sister tuition. Cos' he knows how much I mind. Sweet right?
Now, tell me, what business is it of
hers to ask him is it cos' of me????? Not only that, she told him that he can trust
her and tell
her one.
First, I am pissed cos' she has no business asking my boy this kind of thing. Second, WHY IS IT THAT SHE IS SOOOO GOSSIPY AND KPO??? I mean, why do she need to ask is it cos' of me? How she knows about it in the first place, and even so, why she has to butt in into OUR affair?
Oh, don't give me the crap that she is concerned about me. MY FOOT! It can't be cos' she is concerned about him cos' that is the only question she asked. And asked cos' her sister is dying to know why???
Then they are both KPO. And then somemore still tell him not to worry, can tell her. WHAT, she is his best friend is it? And what, she thinks he will NOT TELL ME WHAT A GOSSIP SHE IS?
Either she just loved to be KPO and gossip about it (that he stopped tuition cos' of ME) or she just loved to relish gleefully to the fact THAT I MIND, and that my boy is doing this kind of thing probably cos' she thinks he still have feelings for her. Or maybe both. Whatever. In any case, it's not
her FUCKING business.
So what if I sound like I am jealous? So what if I mind? At the end of the day he cared for my feelings more than her and her sister anyway. So, I am going to stop feeling pissed, just want to share this interesting fact with you. That, he called her a gossip queen after this situation. So Fion, it's not you this time, if you are reading this.
Really you know. Some people will never change. She was like that since secondary school. Like I say, she could be mean to people she doesn't like. When I say mean, it's
really mean. Those kind of put you down and make you feel small kind of making fun.
Lucky, I have friends who stood by me. Enough about HER.
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Dear told me we are watching Transformers tomorrow...don't know who is going except Mike. I want to watch!!! One of my favourite cartoons when I was young besides X-men etc...that theme song from the cartoon I can still remember.... I can't wait to see my favourite Optimus Prime & Bumblebee!!!!Hee...Oh well
...it's getting late...I gotta go...will upload Tioman photos soon....
Transformers, robots in disguise. (Think in my memory it sounds like this, probably it's wrong...haha. But I always chant it this way. If it is wrong, I was wrong for more than half of my life:X)
Joyce Kho Ming Zhen ♥
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