The Lady Joyce Kho Ming Zhen
A LeO
BoRn On 4th AuGuSt 1985
Early Childhood Educator
Cant live without my loved ones
A kid at heart
She is worth: PRICELESS

♥Loves & N Hates Loves:
♥Purple*AuTuMn*Wiccan*
♥Magic*Glitters&Blings*
♥Stars*Astronomy*Astrology*
♥Snowflake*Maple Leaf*
♥White Lilies*lavender*
♥baby breaths (the flower)*
♥fairytales/princess*crowns*
♥rings*earrings*
♥peppermint green tea*
♥Salmon sakshimis*cream pastas*
♥surprises*romance*
♥hugs*smilez*fun*
♥sprinkles*crystals*girl power*
♥goth*vampires*
♥read*eat*sleep*
♥movies*psp games*iPhone*
♥Pirates of the Caribbean*
♥Edward Scissorhands*
♥Transformers*X-Men*
♥LOTR*Harry Potter*
JOHNNY DEPP
♥Angelina Jolie*
♥Kristen Kreuk*
♥Michael Jackson*
♥Britney Spears*
♥Nicole Scherzinger*
♥Formula One races*Ferrari*
♥quotes*stories*
♥Boots*Bags*Baby-G watches*
♥Perfumes:*CK Eternity
moment*Clinique Happy
Heart*Elizabeth Arden Pretty*
♥Galaxies*Universe*
♥Winter*tattoos*hennas*
♥Beach*Ocean*

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N Hypocrites*Backstabbers*
N*two-headed snakes*Snobs*
NPpl who thinks they are gd-looking and so they are superior*
NPpl who act cute*
N Gossipers*Busybodies*
NWhiners/Annoyers*Irritants*
N betrayers*two timers*
N bootlickers*paedophiles*
Ndisappointments*
NRapists*Molesters*
NHer temper*Her emo*
NHer insecurities*

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♥Hui
♥Yu Pei
♥MeL
♥SaRah
♥LiNa
♥FiOn

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Thursday, July 12, 2007
Disappear...once again

[Missing]

Time and again
He is gone
Not finding me
Not missing me

Just cos' he is upset
Just cos' he is angry
Just cos' he is busy

When I need him the most
Where is he?
Who is he missing?
Definitely not me.

If he misses me
His actions doesnt show it
Cos' once again he is missing in my life
When I am calling out for him
In my heart.

Time and again
When he goes missing
I will find him
And he knows he is missed

Regardless of how
Regardless of why
Regardless of how hurt I feel
I still miss him

So time and again
I look for him
When he goes missing
When he doesnt want to talk to me

Maybe he is hurting too
Maybe he misses me too
Maybe he wants to find me too
Maybe, maybe.

All my guesses
All his words
All his actions
Doesnt show that way

This time maybe
I am too tired of this
One sidedness that I feel
This searching and finding

This sadness that I feel
This hurt that I have
This crying in my heart
The guesses in my mind

Living for myself
Not caring where he is
Or where his heart lies
Or who he is missing
Not bothering him
Actually feels
A sense of relief
A weight lifted off my chest
For not holding on anymore
And taking things in my stride
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