The Lady Joyce Kho Ming Zhen
A LeO
BoRn On 4th AuGuSt 1985
Early Childhood Educator
Cant live without my loved ones
A kid at heart
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NPpl who act cute*
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Ndisappointments*
NRapists*Molesters*
NHer temper*Her emo*
NHer insecurities*

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♥MeL
♥SaRah
♥LiNa
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Sunday, July 08, 2007

[At least he is mine to call]

How do you convince yourself that he loves you?

Through his words....or through his actions?

It is tiring to keep guessing....

But his actions speaks louder than his words....

Is interested in her life....
The desire to help her when she needs help...
Even if it meant lying to someone whom he claimed to love...
Even if it meant hurting the person whom he claimed to love...
He perserveres till the last resort....
Looking at her like she is so beautiful...
Keeping her photos even though she didnt give it to him...
His words rang into my ears from long ago "I cant forget her, though I don't love her"

God knows what's more?

But just by all these actions, it is hurtful enough.
How do you feel secure with someone like him?
I would love to believe him, trust him.
But again and again his actions seemed to prove otherwise.
Is it my fault to be not trusting?

I should try not to make anymore wild guesses...
but can you tell me how?
when his actions really seemed otherwise?

Or maybe, it is not what it seems?
That perhaps things are not what they look like...
His actions may look like he cares a lot for her,
But it is perhaps just.....

For memory's keepsake,
Helping a friend in need,
Caring for an old friend,
It's all in the past.

I wish I will stop making wild guesses,
I guess there are too many things I don't know,
Making me wonder.

To end my misery,
Perhaps I should believe him,
Cos' after all, no matter what,
His best pal's golden words to me:
"At least he is mine to call".
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