The Lady Joyce Kho Ming Zhen
A LeO
BoRn On 4th AuGuSt 1985
Early Childhood Educator
Cant live without my loved ones
A kid at heart
She is worth: PRICELESS

♥Loves & N Hates Loves:
♥Purple*AuTuMn*Wiccan*
♥Magic*Glitters&Blings*
♥Stars*Astronomy*Astrology*
♥Snowflake*Maple Leaf*
♥White Lilies*lavender*
♥baby breaths (the flower)*
♥fairytales/princess*crowns*
♥rings*earrings*
♥peppermint green tea*
♥Salmon sakshimis*cream pastas*
♥surprises*romance*
♥hugs*smilez*fun*
♥sprinkles*crystals*girl power*
♥goth*vampires*
♥read*eat*sleep*
♥movies*psp games*iPhone*
♥Pirates of the Caribbean*
♥Edward Scissorhands*
♥Transformers*X-Men*
♥LOTR*Harry Potter*
JOHNNY DEPP
♥Angelina Jolie*
♥Kristen Kreuk*
♥Michael Jackson*
♥Britney Spears*
♥Nicole Scherzinger*
♥Formula One races*Ferrari*
♥quotes*stories*
♥Boots*Bags*Baby-G watches*
♥Perfumes:*CK Eternity
moment*Clinique Happy
Heart*Elizabeth Arden Pretty*
♥Galaxies*Universe*
♥Winter*tattoos*hennas*
♥Beach*Ocean*

Hates:
N Hypocrites*Backstabbers*
N*two-headed snakes*Snobs*
NPpl who thinks they are gd-looking and so they are superior*
NPpl who act cute*
N Gossipers*Busybodies*
NWhiners/Annoyers*Irritants*
N betrayers*two timers*
N bootlickers*paedophiles*
Ndisappointments*
NRapists*Molesters*
NHer temper*Her emo*
NHer insecurities*

Her Pals
♥Hui
♥Yu Pei
♥MeL
♥SaRah
♥LiNa
♥FiOn

Her Speech

Her Past April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
April 2010
May 2010
December 2010
September 2012
October 2012
June 2013

credits maker
picture
brushes
blogspot
blogskins

Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Stupid laptop

[Many thoughts]

There are so many thoughts running through my mind now. Regarding work, life and love....oh! and my stupid laptop.

Well, let's start with my laptop. It was (still is at times, when it's working) my favourite laptop. It's small, it's light, it's compact, it's good(well, at least for a small and light laptop, it has the basic necessities) and it's Fujitsu. IT people told me it is the best brand for laptops, besides Toshiba of course.

That was why I bought it in the first place 2 years ago. At that point of time, Fujitsu was very very expensive. I bought mine at like, $2600+? From NUS no less, ok? By right it should be cheaper from schools. Which is true, at that point in time my laptop model was $3000+ outside...or so I was told by the Fujitsu people when I called them. Now, I think it is cheaper?

Well, it's quite gd, considering it is still working now, 2 years later. Alot of my friends' laptop isn't working much anymore.

Which is why I am worried recently. Cos' my stupid laptop is sooooooooooo slow at surfing net even though I have it reformatted zillion times and was consistently checked for virus. It was STILL running at snail's speed. I mean, I still love this laptop ok? Especially when my house computer broke down like, a year or so ago? It is practically my life. Like, my only means to complete the endless assignments and to the internet world.

It has accompanied me through my late nights of assignments, surfing net, and maple story. It follows me around in school and I am happy with carrying it cos' it's light with a big enough screen. And so I really do not wish to hurt my favourite laptop by calling it stupid.

But I can't help it. It's really frustrating surfing net now, especially what with the watching drama serials online for free. I mean, can you imagine watching a quarter of an episode of a drama serial which only lasts forty minutes, for close to an hour? This is so insane that I was so tempted to buy the serials rather than watch it for free!

So you see? Even though I love my laptop, I am so frustrated with it at times that I have to call it stupid or a turd(new word learnt from South Park). I really have a love-hate affair with my laptop.

Ok, I can't believe I crap so much about my laptop. Enough about it.

Let's talk about my love life. Everything is ok now. At least it seems so after I talked to him. Whatever it is, I just hope we can learn to forgive. Especially for him. And not bear a grudge. Yeah.

About work and life, I am just thinking about my future. I mean, I am torn into two. Part of me wants to stay in early childhood cos' it is my passion. Part of me can't bear the thought of being low income forever. I mean, low income plus long hours of work just doesn't make me feel like staying on, especially now that I am so broke.

I still haven't planned what I am going to do. If I am to leave, the only thing I can't bear is the children. I can't imagine working at a place without children, for that I mean preschool children, children from infant all the way to 6 years old. I really don't feel like teaching primary school children. They just kind of lost the innocence at primary school nowadays.

Oh wellz...just some random thoughts....

I just want to lead a happy and comfortable life. My miserable salary is considered low income, that even hawkers are earning more than me. And to think a factory worker now can earn more than me. Sighz.

That's enough of my rantings.
Joyce Kho Ming Zhen ♥ 10:25 PM link to post 0 comments