The Lady Joyce Kho Ming Zhen
A LeO
BoRn On 4th AuGuSt 1985
Early Childhood Educator
Cant live without my loved ones
A kid at heart
She is worth: PRICELESS

♥Loves & N Hates Loves:
♥Purple*AuTuMn*Wiccan*
♥Magic*Glitters&Blings*
♥Stars*Astronomy*Astrology*
♥Snowflake*Maple Leaf*
♥White Lilies*lavender*
♥baby breaths (the flower)*
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♥rings*earrings*
♥peppermint green tea*
♥Salmon sakshimis*cream pastas*
♥surprises*romance*
♥hugs*smilez*fun*
♥sprinkles*crystals*girl power*
♥goth*vampires*
♥read*eat*sleep*
♥movies*psp games*iPhone*
♥Pirates of the Caribbean*
♥Edward Scissorhands*
♥Transformers*X-Men*
♥LOTR*Harry Potter*
JOHNNY DEPP
♥Angelina Jolie*
♥Kristen Kreuk*
♥Michael Jackson*
♥Britney Spears*
♥Nicole Scherzinger*
♥Formula One races*Ferrari*
♥quotes*stories*
♥Boots*Bags*Baby-G watches*
♥Perfumes:*CK Eternity
moment*Clinique Happy
Heart*Elizabeth Arden Pretty*
♥Galaxies*Universe*
♥Winter*tattoos*hennas*
♥Beach*Ocean*

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N Hypocrites*Backstabbers*
N*two-headed snakes*Snobs*
NPpl who thinks they are gd-looking and so they are superior*
NPpl who act cute*
N Gossipers*Busybodies*
NWhiners/Annoyers*Irritants*
N betrayers*two timers*
N bootlickers*paedophiles*
Ndisappointments*
NRapists*Molesters*
NHer temper*Her emo*
NHer insecurities*

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♥Hui
♥Yu Pei
♥MeL
♥SaRah
♥LiNa
♥FiOn

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Sunday, April 12, 2009
Tiredness within me..

[ Sick of ]

I am sick of everything

Sick of you ignoring me
Sick of you calculating little things with me
Sick of you being so unforgiving

Sick of you saying you are not angry
when you show that you are
Sick of you blaming me
even when it is your fault

Sick of you saying sorry
when you are not sincere
Sick of you pushing me away
just because we quarrel

Sick of your attitude
when you are in the wrong
Sick of you thinking
you're never wrong

Sick of you blaming others
cos' they seem like they are helping me
Sick of you not REALLY accepting
me or anyone else's opinion when we quarrel

Sick of you saying you never say
yet you show what you never say
Sick of you looking at me cry
and look disgusted and angry that I cry

Sick of me saying sorry
and hear you say, "save it"
Sick of you being so unforgiving
and hard-hearted about it

Sick of you pushing me away
when I apologise
and you saying
how disappointed you are in me

Sick of you not telling me things
and expect me to understand them
Sick of you not accepting my faults
and being so hard about them

Sick of you saying
do whatever you want
In that uncaring attitude
Like you really do not care

Sick of me trying
to guess what you really are
to guess what you really feel
to guess that you don't mean it
to blame myself for everything

Sick of me trying
to undo my wrongs
to apologise because I feel so
to apologise cos' there is nothing else I can do to undo

Even though it might be a small wrong
Even though I am very sorry about it
Even though you don't even care for it

But it's not accepted
or it is enough

Cos as you put it
"Save it".
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