The Lady Joyce Kho Ming Zhen
A LeO
BoRn On 4th AuGuSt 1985
Early Childhood Educator
Cant live without my loved ones
A kid at heart
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Monday, December 21, 2009
Grateful and touched

[ Thank you my friends ]

I have made mistakes. Recently, someone whom I treated as a friend hurt me badly.

I felt discouraged and wonder whether it's my problem. Whether I was the one that made this friend hurt me, cos I have too many flaws so this person can't stand me and had to stab me at e back, was what I wondered. People who truly know me knows I feel bad and guilty easily, and care too much of other people's opinion. So yeah, I just dwell on my flaws, even though I was angry too.

And it doesn't help matters when I also quarreled with the person I love.

But it's times like this that make you realise how much you are loved by the people around you and I should not focus on the persons that hurt me. I can't make everyone like me. If my flaws so irked the friend, I should gladly accept it as I should not take friends who still stood by me despite my flaws forgranted. They are the ones that make me realise I am not so bad or selfish, and I really want to thank them.

I want to thank my best friend Suqi, for knowing, accepting and encouraging me when I am down. For appreciating my efforts and care towards her because she never once made me feel like I am a self-centered person.

I want to thank Faith, for all the same reasons I thanked Suqi for.

I want to thank Lina aka. Nana and the two Mels that I know, for trusting me to be a good friend and never once doubt my words. For encouraging me and showing love to me when I am down.

I want to thank Eileen Da Jie, as well as Cindy Er Jie, for showing unconditional love. Cos they treat me like their small sister, even when they barely know me, and they never once felt I am selfish even though I seem to take more from them than give. Cos they say it's their responsibility to take care of me as I am younger and have much to learn about people and life despite the fact that they are busy and for Eileen, sick. I am grateful for their unconditional love.

I want to thank Tricia, Hannah, and Andrielle. For showing genuine love and concern even though we do not know each other long enough, they already accept me as part of the group and take care of me. And thanking them for their willingness to listen to my problems while it seems like I have not heard about theirs, and took time to give me advices.

I want to thank Fion, Jun Ren and Andre for listening to my problems and unbiased opinions. For trusting that I am a friend worthy of their time to listen to my problems and showing concern despite their busy schedule.

I want to thank Sean, my best guy friend of years. He might be Beng and loud, but he is the most loyal and faithful friend that you can find. He can do almost anything for his pals. Behind his gangster exterior lies a great listener who will do anything for his close friends.

Last but not least, I want to thank my sweet brother and confidant and friend, who is mature emotionally beyond his years. For giving me a consoling hug and buying gifts and simply listening to me cry(yes, crubaby me) without frustration. I am glad I can confide in him, and he is the person who knows me the longest and best, since we are partners in crime. The only person that I can entirely trust my tears to without me feeling like I am a cry baby. I thank God that I told my parents I want a younger brother. Even though I try not to disturb him now as he has a girlfriend(not very nice isn't it? Always taking up his time when his girlfriend deserves the privacy and his attention), he will still want to spend time with me, even though I can be nasty and bad tempered.

And even though I can't think of any other people's names at the moment, in case I left out any, I just want to thank people who took time to really listen to me without judging me. It really means a lot to me as I know now who are my true friends, and not to be naive in trusting people.

I just realised how much love I was shown when I listed down the names I want to thank. I am really touched. I should really be thankful and look on the bright side of life rather than mourning about who hurt me.
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